Letter

亲爱的朱朱： 来到我家让你很受伤，看着你难过我的心也跟着疼痛，我一直都不觉得婚姻一定要有父母的祝福才算幸福，幸福是由我们自己来定义的，我们的恋爱包括后面结婚都是我们两认真做的决定，父母辈有多少人是因为爱而结婚，至少我爸妈不是，至少我爸身上更多的是责任，而不是爱，可能认知已经决定了他无法看到和感受到爱，那我们的幸福也不需要经过他的评判。 ...

May 1st 欢： 最近过得不是很好，总觉得自己像是一坛腌菜一样，笼罩在一种很压抑的情绪之中。 The rest of the words is in the paper. Apr 16, 2024 欢欢 你好啊，希望你点进来之前有一些惊喜，点进来之后也是。这是我上个月搭建的博客网站，用来记录一些东西。之前的服务器过期了没有再续费，也没时间整理。我想将我们之间的信件放在这里是合适的，我设置了搜索隐藏，只有有链接的人才能找到。 ...

December 10, 2006 Dearest Clare, As I write this, I am sitting at my desk in the back bedroom looking out at your studio across the backyard full of blue evening snow, everything is slick and crusty with ice, and it is very still. It’s one of those winter evenings when the coldness of every single thing seems to slow down time, like the narrow center of an hourglass which time itself flows through, but slowly, slowly. I have the feeling, very familiar to me when I am out of time but almost never otherwise, of being buoyed up by time, floating effortlessly on its surface like a fat lady swimmer. I had a sudden urge, tonight, here in the house by myself (you are at Alicia’s recital at St. Lucy’s) to write you a letter. I suddenly wanted to leave something, for after. ...