Diary

I didn’t sleep very well last night, so I felt quite groggy when I woke up today. Despite the tiredness, it was a very fulfilling day of study. I spent the entire day reading literature and recorded my thoughts and to-do items in my weekly log (2026-W03). I also managed to submit my assignments. In the morning, I grabbed a coffee with Dr. Zhao. During lunch with Luis, Amir, and Dr. Zhao, we ran into Zheng, and I introduced everyone. Without realizing it, I’ve once again become the central hub and a bridge for connecting different people in the group. ...

I don’t know why some things are so energy-consuming, especially tasks like writing in my journal or studying. My day mostly consisted of attending two classes and working on my Rock Mechanics homework. Aside from that, it was a quiet day with nothing major to report. In addition, I called the RBC to get $6 refund.

Following my conversation with Victor last Friday, I decided to start getting up early. I was out the door by 9 AM and spent the morning working on Assignment 1 for my Finite Element Method (FEM) course. As usual, we had our group meeting at 1 PM with Victor, Jason, Kourosh, and me. At the end of the meeting, Victor asked to have a one-on-one session with me at 4 PM. ...

Once again, I didn’t get anything productive done today. I had planned to wake up early to study, but I kept telling myself to sleep a little longer. When I couldn’t fall back asleep, I ended up scrolling on my phone instead. After lunch, I did some chores—showering, washing my dirty clothes and socks, and prepping my lunch for tomorrow. Just like that, the day passed by in a haze. ...

I was on the phone with Huan this morning until almost 11:00 AM. Afterward, Dr. Zhao asked me to go grocery shopping with him so we could head back to his place to cook. As usual, we wandered around the mall for a bit and ended up having Mexican food again. Honestly, it wasn’t very good. Later, Dr. Zhao prepared a huge spread of dishes and invited two other friends over. After dinner, they were getting ready to watch a movie, but I decided to head home early. I wanted to make a few phone calls and get some rest. ...

I didn’t sleep well last night because I was preoccupied with the thought of going to talk to Dr. Liu. I wasn’t quite sure what to say, but I was genuinely worried about him. At noon, I had lunch with Dr. Zhao, Luis, and Amir. The turkey I roasted yesterday was actually quite delicious, so I brought some along to share with them. In the afternoon, I had a long, heart-to-heart talk with Dr. Liu. I was able to express my care and share my thoughts with him. Overall, it went very well, though I have this habit of tearing up whenever I sense someone else’s strong emotions. It’s a bit frustrating that I react that way, but the connection was real. ...

English There is so much worth recording today. Since it’s getting late, I’ll write this down now and keep it for my records. First, my English-related anxiety eased up significantly today, especially after attending classes with Derek and Victor. I was amazed to find that I could understand nearly 90% of the content; the remaining 10% didn’t hinder my overall comprehension at all. My confidence in English is finally coming back. ...